victoria train station

i dont know why i deleted my comment
maybe i just dont wanna involve myself in it
saw many people comment in it afterwards
your friends, your buddies, your ex
maybe i'm just a visitor
a visitor of the train station
a visitor that doesnt have a destination to go
because the visitor believes that the train station
is his destination.
just unfortunately
the station manager felt annoyed
wanna kick him to the curb.
the visitor wish to talk to the station manager
he wish to tell the station manager that he wanna stay at the station
they didnt talk for long time
the visitor have no idea how to start the conversation
just hoping that the station manager will talk to him
naturally.
the visitor posted his feelings on the blog
just hope that the station manager sees it.
and know how to act on it.

mind

sorry for every grammatical mistakes.

cursor blinking
i want to tell you the first thing that had came to my mind
no intro, just words.
i cant say i care everything,
but what i do care
is some of your things:
i angry, i hate
not towards you
not towards what you said
not towards what you acted
but towards myself,
dont worry it just a transitional stage
few more days should be fine
should be.
i mind what you think
i mind what you said
i mind every decision you decided
i mind every action you took
because i really care
and i meant it.
sometimes it decided my emotion
good or bad
mood swings.
at the end of the day
everything is nothing
no matter how much you experienced
no matter how much you expressed
no matter how much you missed
everything in this society will equal to zero
the law of nature
the law of society
the law of survival
everything is nothing.
it just like sands in the beaches
lose one of it wont make any difference
the beaches is still the beaches
live continue,
life continue.

brave

很欣赏
也很希望自己有彦杉那种勇气。

untitled

i was thinking of you during that splash moment.

valentine's day

it's third year now.
i'm so glad that i'm still loving you.
i want to tell you that
I.LIKE.YOU, STILL.
for the second time.
happy valentine's day.
hope everyone found the one they love
in this special day.

spoiler

挡箭牌
aka搅局者
我了解搅局的原因
毕竟我自己也有错
太冲动了
哈哈
不好意思吓走你了。
希望你和她
会看到一场不错的的表演。
我会自动下台的，
下次有机会再来过吧
哈哈。

cough

你每次的咳嗽
每一次
每一声
咳咳
的发出
就像一只针
刺进我心里
再拔回出来
老实说
那天听见你咳嗽的声音后
老师之后讲的东西
我全听不进去了
看见yeeling还要猛拍你的背
很担心妳。
你的病怎样了？

lonely trip

出发前的18个小时，我后悔为什么当初我一直劝妈妈买机票去新加坡
很后悔。
本来以为接下来那几天的假期会是很宅男式地度过
结果
失去的
是很多次的活动
还有妳的邀请
妳的第一次邀请
好想浪费掉那五百多块
去你的event
如果我妈给我浪费的话。
对我来说
五百多块的代价
去妳第一次邀请我的活动
值得。
结果
这次的trip
感觉很孤独。
更加可恶的是
在trip开始之前
i already started missing you.
damn.

i'm worry about you.